Wednesday, March 15, 2017

My current first world problem

Traveling has always been something I wanted to do when I got older. I always told myself as soon as I graduated high school I would take a year off before going to college and just travel as much as I possibly could. Clearly, that wasn’t actually the case. Since I’ve graduated I have gone to Pittsburgh and that’s it. That’s the farthest I have gone. Pittsburgh. That’s not even two hours away from my house. I still dream of exploring the entire world but just recently I have added Greece as a dream destination. If my friends are reading this then they’re going to know exactly why I want to travel to Greece but if you’re not one of my friends and just some person who has stumbled upon this post then you’re obviously not going to know. Up until now I’ve had my mind set on the United Kingdom being my number one destination when traveling but now that’s changed. I want nothing more than to roam around the beautiful streets of Greece and just hope and pray I run into the one guy I’d spend the rest of my life with. I get that this is all just a fairytale and the probability of this happening is quite low but that doesn’t change the fact I’m dying for this dream of mine to come true. At this point in my life I want to find my soulmate and live happily ever after as cliché as that may sound but I’m losing hope. The guy I am so infatuated with barely even knows I exist and I have no reason to talk to him again. He’s the first thing I think about when I wake up and the last thing I think about when I go to sleep. He’s completely taken over my mind and my heart without saying a single word to me in person. The few messages we exchanged were more than enough for my heart to tell me to continue chasing after him. My only problem right now, how am I supposed to talk to a guy who hardly knows who I am?